fat talk

no, this isn’t going to be the typical fat talk you hear about women complaining about their figures and some eating booboos. instead, this is about airing my sentiments about my short-term goal for this month:

I WANT TO GET FAT.

but not too fat though (coz just as the spice girls’ song says: too much of something is bad enough). just a little more to add up to my 52 kg, 5′2" frame. just enough so that people i meet won’t tell me, "uy, pumayat ka ha…". true enough, this may be a flattering statement. but a flattening statement for my case, plainly because, i don’t feel good about myself whenever i’m with a little less flesh than the usual.

what’s ironic is that i never skip a meal (except on weekends when i get too lazy to go out of the dorm to go to a carinderia to eat a decent meal), i eat snacks in between meals and especially when i’m studying.

now that i’m off the boarding house and back at the convent, i guess it’s time to bring the baboy-syndrome back in my daily routine that has been dormant for the past two months of summer.

gotta eat a little bit more.

wish me luck.

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